This is 20 square feet of me getting my painting chops again. Do I know how to mix color? Dry brush? I cracked open paints I bought in 2004 which were still good (oil paint is amazing) and painting two awful paintings, and then this one. Not so bad. There is a literal bird in there, painted out, and the title is also an homage to having been a painter once, but having no idea if I was still as I worked through this.